"I'M EXCITED"

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*looks down menacingly*
"It's a metaphor."
*Grins widely*
"My machinations lay undetected for years. For I am a master of deception."
*laughs maniacally*
Don't use machines in the shower either. You'll electocute yourself
 

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I love how it says "fake card" at the bottom
 
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So, a little context, after several months of joking that I was "definitely a cis man guys" to myself, there was a question that just kinda popped into my head, which is "ok but like am i"
Yeah, after several months of wondering, I was involved in a petpyves livestream event, where I kinda just talked with the chat and casually brought up that I was wondering if I was a girl and uhhhhhhhhhhhh
Turns out, their validation and a bunch of other things made me really giddy and I knew it was in relation to the prospect of being female, so I think I've figured myself out! Spending the next few minutes affirming myself as a girl was the best damn time I had in a while and I'm still (almost) completely confident that I'm a woman two days later so uh

I'm just,, really excited and happy about myself rn. Possibly a little proud, even. Of course, there are... downsides to this new prospect (read: external transphobia) but dammit, If this isn't the best I've felt in a while.

Eli, Sapphire, and Sapph are all valid names you can call me.
 

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So, a little context, after several months of joking that I was "definitely a cis man guys" to myself, there was a question that just kinda popped into my head, which is "ok but like am i"
Yeah, after several months of wondering, I was involved in a petpyves livestream event, where I kinda just talked with the chat and casually brought up that I was wondering if I was a girl and uhhhhhhhhhhhh
Turns out, their validation and a bunch of other things made me really giddy and I knew it was in relation to the prospect of being female, so I think I've figured myself out! Spending the next few minutes affirming myself as a girl was the best damn time I had in a while and I'm still (almost) completely confident that I'm a woman two days later so uh

I'm just,, really excited and happy about myself rn. Possibly a little proud, even. Of course, there are... downsides to this new prospect (read: external transphobia) but dammit, If this isn't the best I've felt in a while.

Eli, Sapphire, and Sapph are all valid names you can call me.
Well, alright, then! I will probably still think of you as Eli (Umbra Rumble and all that), but you are totally free to be yourself here. I am glad that it's bringing you happiness. Remember, though, feelings do fade. What will you do now, when the feelings are strong, that will support you when the feelings fade away and the going gets tough?
 
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Well, alright, then! I will probably still think of you as Eli (Umbra Rumble and all that), but you are totally free to be yourself here. I am glad that it's bringing you happiness. Remember, though, feelings do fade. What will you do now, when the feelings are strong, that will support you when the feelings fade away and the going gets tough?
I mean, I still have an online support network and I plan to build a mutual aid network in my personal life so I can improve my material conditions free from transphobes (including transmeds), but I'm not entirely set yet, but... Yeah, I think things are gonna be ok. I just found this out about myself, I have a while to figure it out.
 

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Sounds good! You're my third friend now who has come out as trans semi-recently. The oldest has been transitioned for ~5 years now (MTF). It seems to have been good for her, but yeah, she had to move from GA to MN shortly after coming out because her friend & family network wasn't supportive enough back home (plus, her LDR partner was in MN). Definitely work on that ASAP. I'll keep you in my prayers. :)
 

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yoooo today's Clip Studio update makes painting actually feel like painting
 

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So the new Path of Exile season starts in 15 hours.

The changes are crazy big and crazy good.

Super excited for it. Now if only I could decide on what build to play.
 

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I'm very excited because I am now the proud owner of this beautiful '00 Chevrolet Camaro Z28 and it is quite awesome :D

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A little dirty, but with some TLC she'll look good as new :D
 

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So the new Path of Exile season starts in 15 hours.

The changes are crazy big and crazy good.

Super excited for it. Now if only I could decide on what build to play.

So it turned out it was actually a pretty bad season due to reasons I can discuss if people want XD

HOWEVER!

It lead to me having a bunch of time that I had cleared out for it, that I now had fee.
So I got a thinking. What is it I actually want to do with my life. XD

Thus, I have started development on my first attempt at making a video game.

Needless to say I am excited and I hope that I can make it interesting enough that I can sell it!
 

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So it turned out it was actually a pretty bad season due to reasons I can discuss if people want XD

HOWEVER!

It lead to me having a bunch of time that I had cleared out for it, that I now had fee.
So I got a thinking. What is it I actually want to do with my life. XD

Thus, I have started development on my first attempt at making a video game.

Needless to say I am excited and I hope that I can make it interesting enough that I can sell it!
Ooh what kind of game is it??
 

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Ooh what kind of game is it??
I'll keep that a secret until I've nailed the primary gameplay loop. It's not feeling right at the moment and I don't want anyone to get excited for a mechanic that might not work.
 

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The good news is you have an army of nerds here more than willing to Beta Test for free!
 

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@Tee if you need some art assets, sometimes I have free time
 
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Thanks for the offer but the time for art assets is a ways off in the future. For now, I'm using basic geometric shapes.

Though I want to make it clear, in case anyone of my amazing artistic friends get any silly ideas. I am not taking any free work ever. If you help me, I will pay you for it.
 
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