Ok Inktober done, time for some thoughts
I wrote this:
bicyclesonthemoon said:
This will be my first attempt at Inktober ever.
I'm afraid but I will try.
How much will I actually draw?
How good will it be?
Will my fingers be completely dirty from ink like most times I draw with pens?
I have no idea.
We'll see.
I heard about inktober before.
I have probably even looked at this thread.
I had no plans of doing anything with inktober.
Some months ago
before I even knew this forum
I have seen an inktober thread somewhere
I thought
it is actually cool how people doing this together inspire and motivate each other!
I thought
It would be cool do do something like this
but I didn't have anyone to do this with
no source of inspiration or motivation
I doubted by ink art skills
and inktober time was months away
Then I come to here Cresnov
It's one of the situation where discovering one thing
unlocks discovering of multiple other new things
One of them is Extra!
I read it.
I like it.
Then,
fanart event!
I think
I have never done fanarts before
but maybe it would be nice to try?
I look through the comic for what to draw.
I decide to make the directors + van drawing.
Zules says
she likes my fanart
and asks
if I know inktober?
if I will join inktober?
I think
I will not
but then
I realise
I'm at a realistic possibility of getting into a situation I previously thought would be cool but unrealistic
And It's just after the fanart event where I was very successful and happy with what I done
and in the recent times I was getting a lot of positive feedback for my drawing from multiple people.
and I was participating in some drawing games which I liked.
Ok it actually makes a lot of sense to try inktobering this year here.
OK I WILL DO IT
I didn't make big plans.
My attitude was more like
ok whatever, we'll see what will happen
So I did not assume that I must do every day's drawing and do it during that day.
I did not assume any level of quality
Just try and see the outcome
I knew this would require some time.
But again, like with the minecraft game
this is a time limited event,
so there is a deadline after which it will not take any of my time any more.
Some days I come home late and I do not have much time
my idea was to just do something in low effort mode.
THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS
When I have an idea for what to draw
I want to do it as best as I can!
So it takes more time and effort than expected.
That's how I work.
When I'm seriously creating something
I WANT TO DO IT WELL
Somehow
I managed to do the inktobers every day.
I see a lot of progress and self improvement!
Now I look at my creations
and I see things that just one month ago I would never expect I would be able to make.
The interaction here.
Getting feedback from others
Seeing your creations
It was inspiring
It was motivating
Also I really liked the arts posted here.
The prompts.
a limit to freedom as I can not do anything I want
but I must make something RELATED
That's GOOD
Because I'm forced to try draw things I'm less comfrotable with
Also it involves creativity to come up with something I like and it fits the word.
and the words are in English so it's a trigger to look for multiple meanings of the word, that I might not be immediately familiar with.
I'm happy that I could be a part of this.